You know what’s funny about getting divorced?  Nothing.

Not yet, at least.

I’ll write more soon, but I’m suffering from a lack of focus, sleep, concentration and ability to use my words properly.  I’m just a whole lot of oh my gods, shits, WHATEVERs, huh? what? and FUCK THATs.

This is not to say I don’t have good moments.  Like, last week my friends Robin and Beth invited me over to watch Avatar and I laughed like a fucking jackass.  Sure, yeah, it’s not a funny movie…except it IS.  Also, it is very long.  It’s roughly 6 weeks long.  I have made more plans in the past four horribly chaotic weeks than I have in the last four years, but also the last four weeks feels like four years all squashed together into one motherfucker of a month so, you know, WHATEVER.

Don’t worry.  I’m going to therapy weekly now.  We’ll get through this together, and by that I mean we’re all going to die.

Not really.

Except maybe.

Probably not.

The good news is that no one can stop me from getting a hedgehog now.


(P.S. Thank you for all your kind comments and emails.  I haven’t written you back because I do not have the capacity to formulate proper thank you’s and words beyond HI, OH MY GOD, I HAVE GONE INSANE, so just know I am so grateful for your thoughts and words, you all made me cry and I’d appreciate it if you’d stop doing that while I’m at work because they’re starting to get concerned.)


  1. June 15, 2010

    The good news is it gets better.
    The bad news is it never gets better fast enough.
    .-= Dave 1949´s last blog ..Bird fight =-.

  2. June 16, 2010

    Do you think you might be semi-human by the 3rd week of August? Because I’ve been invited to a wedding in Portland and I’m thinking I might go if I can stop in Seattle and maybe Vancouver and visit people.

  3. heathen
    June 16, 2010

    OH MY GOD! YEAH! 🙂

  4. June 20, 2010

    dang. i love you. i am jealous that you might meet XUP before me, but i reckon i can wait. don’t kill us or yourself, the world needs you, really really really it does.

    i LOVE what dave said. is he married?
    .-= leah´s last blog ..Kryptonite – 3 Doors Down =-.

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