Divorce

You know what’s funny about getting divorced?  Nothing.

Not yet, at least.

I’ll write more soon, but I’m suffering from a lack of focus, sleep, concentration and ability to use my words properly.  I’m just a whole lot of oh my gods, shits, WHATEVERs, huh? what? and FUCK THATs.

This is not to say I don’t have good moments.  Like, last week my friends Robin and Beth invited me over to watch Avatar and I laughed like a fucking jackass.  Sure, yeah, it’s not a funny movie…except it IS.  Also, it is very long.  It’s roughly 6 weeks long.  I have made more plans in the past four horribly chaotic weeks than I have in the last four years, but also the last four weeks feels like four years all squashed together into one motherfucker of a month so, you know, WHATEVER.

Don’t worry.  I’m going to therapy weekly now.  We’ll get through this together, and by that I mean we’re all going to die.

Not really.

Except maybe.

Probably not.

The good news is that no one can stop me from getting a hedgehog now.

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(P.S. Thank you for all your kind comments and emails.  I haven’t written you back because I do not have the capacity to formulate proper thank you’s and words beyond HI, OH MY GOD, I HAVE GONE INSANE, so just know I am so grateful for your thoughts and words, you all made me cry and I’d appreciate it if you’d stop doing that while I’m at work because they’re starting to get concerned.)

4 Comments

  1. June 15, 2010

    The good news is it gets better.
    The bad news is it never gets better fast enough.
    .-= Dave 1949´s last blog ..Bird fight =-.

  2. June 16, 2010

    Do you think you might be semi-human by the 3rd week of August? Because I’ve been invited to a wedding in Portland and I’m thinking I might go if I can stop in Seattle and maybe Vancouver and visit people.

  3. heathen
    June 16, 2010

    OH MY GOD! YEAH! 🙂

  4. June 20, 2010

    dang. i love you. i am jealous that you might meet XUP before me, but i reckon i can wait. don’t kill us or yourself, the world needs you, really really really it does.

    i LOVE what dave said. is he married?
    .-= leah´s last blog ..Kryptonite – 3 Doors Down =-.

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