HIATUS
I’m on a tear, people. I’m deleting the shit out of every superfluous thing in my life. Facebook (temporarily), Anonymous blogs (OH, YOU DIDN’T KNOW? HAHAHA…well, too bad. DELETED!), furniture, emails, photos, Tumblr blogs, therapy! cats!, Anonymous twitter accounts (OH, YOU DIDN’T KNOW? HAHAHA…well, too bad. DELETED!), text messages, music and people I don’t like. Are you one of them? MAYBE (probably not)!
I’ve contemplated deleting this blog. Over and over and over and over…and over. Not today, though. No. I’m going to take some time to get my head on straight because, I’ll be honest, it isn’t. I’m being slightly irrational. I’ve gone a little bit fucking nuts. Who stops going to therapy when they’re in the middle of going insane? CRAZY PEOPLES. ME. HI! But my mom said she can do the same job for free so, you know, here’s hoping!
Anyhow, I’ll be back soon with more ramblings and whatever, but I’m currently in the middle of a shitstorm of drama, obviously, and I’m not quite myself. Clearly. But I have some good people who are giving me great advice and support and who tell me I’m pretty, which is nice and comforting. So don’t worry. Everything is going to be okay. Someone finally said that to me yesterday and gave me a good, tight hug and there are few things I needed more than just that.
Back sometime around mid-to-late July and then we’ll fuck some shit up again. Better than ever, or, you know, at least the same sub-par entertainment you’ve always gotten here. Sure. Why not?
While I’m away, you should listen to these songs:
Fembot – Robyn
No More Drama – Mary J. Blige
Beauty In The World – Macy Gray
Soldier of Love – Sade
The Trapeze Swinger – Iron & Wine
It’s Amazing – Jem
★★★★★
If you’re interested in what I’m doing while I’m out in the world, losing my shit, I’ll tweet like a motherfucker until I go even more crazy and delete that, too. EXCELLENT.
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Could you maybe delegate some of that freaking out to an underling? Hire a summer student to take on some of the heavier out-freaking perhaps? I’m going to send you another email.
.-= XUP´s last blog ..A Letter to ELW =-.
I had to do the same thing awhile back…and then I realized I needed my blog to keep me attached to the real, true goodness in life and the good people in it. I needed the space to work things out — out loud. However, I’m a person who thinks with her mouth open and that may not be your way.
Take the time you need to find your peace. We’ll all be here if and when you need us.
XUP – Well, I delegated the hand-slapping to you and LOOK – LOOK AT ALL THE SHIT I’VE BEEN SHOVING INTO MY MOUTH. My god, this candy is delicious.
Nancy – I do a lot of thinking with my mouth open, too…but I’m wondering if it is, perhaps, too much? I talk a lot. I think that’s part of the problem. Or something. I have no idea.
You have multiple ANONYMOUS blogs and twitter accounts and tumblrs (whatever that is) and whatnot, in ADDITION to the ones I ALREADY know about? Seriously? Good god, woman. I haven’t even found the time for one blog, anonymous or not. Where in the hell is all this free time coming from? Or more importantly (to me), what the hell am I doing wrong that I don’t have it too?
Sheesh. I just don’t know. I JUST don’t KNOW. Something has gone awry. Possibly me.
It’s OK to go fucking nuts as long as you continue to imagine that everything will ultimately be OK. I second whomever said that to you.
Don’t delete absolutely everything (hang onto some shoes and a toothbrush, for instance), and let’s get together again soon, eh? :)
i’m off to find these damn songs so that my life can be as awesome as your is right now. HA HA HA HA!!! i made a funny there, didya catch it?
i thank you equally for your support and for being pretty. and funny. and smart. and awesome. and YOU.
.-= leah´s last blog ..Poem Friday- Shattered =-.
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